Today I am stuck with the "did I make the right decision?" phase. Feeling so scattered and trying to pull everything together my mind is left running in circles. I hate having to do things 2 or 3 times to get it right and lately it feels as though that is ALL I am doing. I am just into my first month at taking Rustic full time and I am scared more now then I was before. It could do with the fact that I am trying to juggle too many things and not getting myself out there. But i am discouraged none the less. I ran across the below picture on facebook and it was just what I needed to read today.
I need to stop trying to make everything fit before I find that peace, I need to find peace first. And luckily I know just where to look. I cannot allow fear to absorb my thoughts and time. I need to overcome and press on, afterall I am a fighter.